"The broken glass"

When I was small I pictured my family perfect, but nothing is perfect is it?

Of course like many families we had problems, but I was a child I just knew they were problems I just didn't know what kind or how severe they were.

Then my teen years came and then I got pregnant with my little sweetpea throughout those years my relationship with my father wasn't so well. With my mother everything was great, she was everything to me.
Now my parents are going through a divorce and at 21 years old I never realized what it was actually like to go through that, I just never thought it would happen to "my family"... But it has.
Honestly it is a was experience, me being married living away from them but watching it all its horrible, I can't imagine what small kids go through. But anyways now its bitter sweet watching my mother be happy with a new person but watching my dad fall into pieces. This man that I've never had the relationship I wished for is crumbling down and it breaks my heart! I can say that we made up for all the lost years but I pray to God to give us all strength to make it out of this, I pray to God to give my father peace, closure and love. I pray for my mother, for her happiness for her peace. & for my siblings.

For my inner peace, to help understand that these types of things happen in life and that the Lord has his reasons.

"Remember it is only a bad day not a bad life"

xoxo
Mayra